Life is Full of Obstacle Illusions

Hey there again! I was not expecting a hiatus, but I did and it’s because my internet connection got cut off. Since Raya. At first I thought the staffs at TMNET are busy balik kampung, so there will be some kinda disturbance in streamyx. But as it turns out, I discovered my mum hadn’t paid the bill! It was like a week, and no internet…I was miserable! So my mum asked me to check her bills file and we check together. And my mum thought that the streamyx bills are combined in telephone bill! So needless to say, she overlooked the streamyx bill! Haiyah…mak…mak. So she paid it the next day (aka yesterday) and now I’m overcome with joynessss! haih memang internet addiction betui la aku nih…I’m a total internet addict!

Oh and I wanted to tell you about how my Raya went. Or not. Coz it’s actually pretty boring…snoooze. This time, my family had totally 100% became only the host. Yep! People came to our house, but not us coming to their house, Which kinda sucks coz I love coming to other people’s house. Imaginge staring at these four walls and these four people everyday…even during Raya…argh! But I’m kinda used to that coz we’ve been doing that eversince moved to KL. But this year is a bit special coz we didn’t even go out! Heheh….but I’m still grateful for there’s still people coming to this house. And I had a good time even though penat…exhausted will all the cleaning and cooking and keeping the guest happy. The far away family that I seldom got the chance to meet came! Aunt Herah and Uncle Faisal with their kids, Aunt Lamah and Uncle Kojie with their kids, Papa’s siblings and family, and even Kak Shasha who finally balik Malaysia! She brought her husband Patrick and finally I got to see Sarah!!! OMG she’s sooo cute, just like in her pictures…and she’s so clever too!

All in all…everythings great..I made my SPAGETTI BOLOGNAISE for them, hope they like it…though my mum gave them the second batch, which I secretly think isn’t very AL DENTE…heheh sorry. Please note, spagetti is the only thing I can cook perfectly and deliciously. Hey it’s hard to achieve both perfect and delicious, you know?! 

Yay today is the beginning of my two week holiday. And now I’m happily at home being around my precious family. WEll ate too much for buka puasa today. And I’m sore. Hahah I’m loving the strawberry tea.

Today is totally a pissed off day. My KMK group totally pissed me and Imah off this morning. This is what happened: Last night, me and my friend Imah did the powerpoint for today’s KMK presentation. The other four a**holes didn’t even bother doin it. So, we expect them to present that thing, coz we have taken the initiative to do the powerpoint. But the thing is they didn’t want to present at all! All the four of them is so stubborn and so stupid! Me and Imah kept on encouraging them to present the thing over and over again, but they don’t want gak. Taknak gak…degil betul! Then when it’s our team’s turn to present, they still don’t wanna cooperate with us. Ish I seriously never met anyone as stoneheaded as them! After a while of quarreling and they still don’t budge, we decided to do it ourselves.

At first, Imah asked me to be the speaker…argh that’s no way man! I get totally tongue-tied in front of an audience! So I said no, coz she’s the talkative one and I’m the quiet one. Finally, she become the speaker and I become the "slide clicker". I can see that she’s totally embarrassed and just read out straight from the slide. Well it all doesn’t matter now, coz we definitely did it at the last minute. And I kinda felt a little guilty for Imah, coz she cussed me too for making her speak there like an idiot and also she got commented by the lecturer, which is not cool; she didn’t make eye contact with audience. But I think I kinda made up for that by being the one who answered the questions from the audience.

But for right now, we’re declaring cold war between us (me and Imah) and the four monkeys. Okay I’m gonna declare their names: Azree, Nisa, Gobinath, Lee Kean Yong. Damn you guys! We totally got your asses  covered on this project! We did everything, and in the end you guys too got the credit? That’s not right man! That’s just sick! You guys just sit there on your butts doing nothin and just looked blankly as we present that thing like crazy and you just chatting away without even helping! Wow very high morals indeed you guys have! Eh, if we were meaner, dah lame dah we all leave you guys there terkapai-kapai tau. Or even we can report about you to the lecturer! But regarding our terlebih kindness to human beings, we can’t afford to do that.

Argh I would not even team up with them anymore! Never again! Leeches!

waaah tak sangka plak dah tinggal lebih kurang seminggu jek lagi nak raye…hihihi ;)) Sure ‘fast’ the time flies ah? I really can’t wait till Thursday, I’ll be coming home for 2 weeks or so and leave this nasty room. Heck I’ve barely been here for 2 hours and I’m thinking about the next balik kampung lak…heheh..I think I’m coming down with the flu lah…I’ve been sneezing like mad for 2 days, and I think it’s not a co-incidence that I spent those days at home. Oh hey, I’ve stopped sneezing! Betul pun sangkaanku…balik rumah memang bersin. When I come home I sneeze, when I sneeze I came home! Sure is dusty there…and full of cats and cat poo…huhhh I really don’t know what to do about that. Hope I’ll recover tomorrow, or I maybe will have to ponteng puasa besok..hehe jangan maree(don’t angry..)…

My mum had just bought a new monitor today. It’s SAMSUNG too…yup I’m scared that it will have the same fate as the old one. But the salesperson is soo honest and openminded and he said that sometimes in buying some things, luck is often one of the factor. Even though da brand is awesome as heck, if you don’t have the luck, it might get easily broken…you get the point. So I guess its silly to worry. And I’ve installed it despite my runny nose and short temper…and now its truly very exciting for my bro. Enjoy it bro! Haha…I actually think I can live with this…installing PCs…hahaha. Well I’m gonna become one…somewhere along the future. And by the way, I think I wouldn’t mind being thrown to Sistem Komputer module ( Computer System ) instead of Computer Science. I can live with it :))

• PS I’m kinda optimistic in that way…

Hey it’s funny because I’m currently addicted to the song A Sorta Fairytale by Tori Amos after just heard it last night. I’ve never quite attached myself to a song like this before. It’s just too fast to be addicted. For the record, I totally had this song on my laptop, but never really listened to it..until I finally re-update and "spring cleaned" my MP3 player. I added this song into my MP3 player and listen carefully to it for the very first time. Then it struck me like a lightning…it’s so beautiful! And I totally had this song on repeat last night…what a song! I will probably upload this song in here or my profile…but for now let’s just leave here with the lyrics:

on my way up north
up on the Ventura
I pulled back the hood
and I was talking to you
and I knew then it would be
a Life Long thing
but I didn’t know that we
We could break a silver lining

And I’m so sad
like a good book
I can’t put this day back
a sorta fairytale with you
a sorta fairytale with you

things you said that day
up on the 101
the girl had come undone
I tried to downplay it
with a bet about us
You said that-You’d take it
as long as I could
I could not erase it

And I’m so sad
like a good book
I can’t put this day back
a sorta fairytale with you
a sorta fairytale with you

and I ride along side
and I rode along side you then
and I rode along side
till you lost me there
in the open road
And I rode along side
till the honey spread
itself so thin
for me to break your bread
for me to take your word
I had to steal it

and I’m so sad
like a good book
I can’t put this day back
a sorta fairytale with you
a sorta fairytale with you
I could pick back up
whenever I feel

Down New Mexico way
something about the open road
I knew that he was
looking for some Indian Blood and
find a little in you find a little in me we may be
on this road but we’re just
Impostors in this country you know
So we go along and we said
we’d fake it
feel better with Oliver Stone
till I almost smacked him -
seemed right that night and
I don’t know what takes hold
out there in the desert cold
These guys think they must
Try and just get over on us

And I’m so sad
like a good book
I can’t put this day back
a sorta fairytale with you
a sorta fairytale with you

and I was ridin’ by
ridin’ along side
for a while till you lost me
and I was ridin’ by
ridin’ along till you lost me
till you lost me in the RearView
you lost me
I said

Way up North I took my day
all in all was a pretty nice
day and I put the Hood
right back where
You could taste heaven
perfectly
Feel out the summer breeze
didn’t know when we’d be back
and I - I don’t -
didn’t think
we’d end up like
like this

Tori Amos - A Sorta Fairytale

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Well here I am dwelling in my internet addiction after deciding to skip class simply because the bus is too late and I’m lazy, so I blame the bus for making me skip class. And it’s maths class too…and I know I suck at maths! LOL!

And suddenly I’m in a writing mood today. After several long days of writer’s block, I finally have the energy and determination to write (or type). Hmm lets see, this week is pretty breezy…in the sense that it went by so very fast. It’s thursday already? Shut up! Hahaha..coz so far I never gone to any class this week. A new record! Yayayayay!

I’m not really liking that record. I’m just saying that I’m really a jerk. Haha I should get myself together for god’s sake! I mean, finals are creeping in. In one week I will have my Raya holidays, and after two weeks, eekk FINALS! Of course who will study during Raya? Well not me of course…maybe I’ll at least try…but, ah you get the picture. In no time I’ll be sitting in that desk in the exam hall without me realizing it. What really scared the crap outta me is that I never did understand a damn thing about C++ and Discrete Maths. Oh my God, it’s unnerving to think about those subjects!

Hmm let’s forget about that for now. Coz for now I’m thinking to move my blog at diaryland to blogspot lah…diaryland seems to be very dull now. Where’s all the peeps who used to be there? Once it was so happy and ‘loud’ there…hmm maybe peeps are thinking like me..moving to blogspot or some other cool places, or lost hope in blogging.

Maybe I will move…but it’s not always easy. But I think I will.

1. My mum

2. My best friend, DEE

3. Oral B toothbrushie and Darlie toothpaste

4. My lappie!

5. Tori Amos…huhu

6. My cellphone

7. Head n Shoulders shampoo

8. Chocolates!

9. Chicken

10. Mikey…mikey…so cute!

Hey hey hey! What’s up?! Days are pretty boring for me now…I’m just spending my time on my bed daydreaming and dreaming and dwelling on internet addiction-ness. Lalalalalalaaa…wah boringnyer! Actually I don’t even know what to blog about, but I don’t care…hehehe. Hmm how bout posting a funny ’stuff on my cat’ pic? I swear one day I’m gonna put funny stuff on Mikey! I swear! Hahhaha xDD

OK right now my mood is totally low coz I just feel like apologizing to everybody. First of all, I’d like to apologize to anyone who reads this blog and feel offended by me. I’m so sorry about what I wrote…I totally didn’t realize that I’m actually being a bitch. So…please forgive me if I offended you guys either directly or indirect.

But secondly, I feel terrible coz I think my Titas group partner might be very angry at me. Argh I can’t help feeling this way…even though I have an awesome excuse for not coming to presentation yesterday. I got a terrible stomach ache! But I really felt guilty about it. Just now he gave me back my thumb drive and didn’t utter a single word. So I asked him did we present titas yesterday? He just nodded, still silent. So I can’t help but stutter out the words "sorry I couldn’t come yesterday coz I have a fever." But his only reply was "nevermind." And he said that with an annoyed look on his face. And then I said thank you very much to him…I think like 2 times.."nevermind" he said.  Yup sure he had every reason to be mad at me…and I’m SoRRY! OMG the guilt is killing me!

Sorry to you too…hearing me rambling on and on about things. But this is my only place…I dare not say this to anyone. HUHU…arrghh!